I find women’s bodies to be both fascinating and infuriating.
On one hand, it’s pretty amazing what our bodies are (sometimes) capable of doing. Pregnancy, as frustrating and challenging as it can be, totally blows my mind. I somehow managed to grow two humans. Then, if that wasn’t enough, my body allowed me to feed these tiny humans. Crazy!
On the other hand, though, is the uncertainty that comes along with having this miraculous body.
I got an IUD inserted two weeks ago at 10 months postpartum. I am still breastfeeding and, until that moment, I had not had any bleeding or even any menstrual symptoms since before getting pregnant. I had a bit of spotting for two days after the IUD was put in, which I’m told is normal. Then it stopped. Five days later it started again, but this time I had the familiar cramping that always comes along with my periods. WTF? Can it really be back? Nonononononoooooo! It’s now a week later and I’m still bleeding. Argh!
I had an ultrasound a couple of days ago to confirm that the IUD is in the correct position. It is. Everything is normal. So, it appears that my period has miraculously returned. What irks me is that one of the selling features of this IUD is that periods can be lighter than normal or disappear altogether. That sounded pretty great to me but apparently I’m the exception to that rule. So far, mine is twice as long as normal!
I hope this is just a fluke or my body is just sorting itself out after all that time being pregnant and nursing. Because what the hell’s the point of having this stupid IUD if I’m feeling too gross to have sex? I know some people don’t mind getting down to business while having their period but I’m not one of those people.