So, Fertility Friend decided I’ve ovulated and tells me that I’m now 4dpo. I don’t totally agree with her – I think I’m 3dpo – but, either way, it looks like I’m into the dreaded two week wait.
This time, I’ve told myself that I’m not going to spend as much time fretting over possible signs and symptoms. I’ve promised myself that I won’t lurk on the TTC message boards or google every little strange feeling I have. I know that doing that stuff is bad for my mental health. I don’t have amazing self-control but I will try my best to keep busy and distract myself with other things…
Like reading blogs! I love reading other people’s stories. Some people are going through tough times and I feel like I can totally relate. Even though I wouldn’t wish a miscarriage on my worst enemy, it’s reassuring to know that there are other people out there who know what I’ve been dealing with. I’m so thankful to those people who have reached out and offered words of encouragement and advice.
And then there are the good news stories! I feel so happy to read about people who are pregnant now after struggling with trying to conceive or dealing with a loss. Or the people who are so strong and living through whatever life has thrown at them. It gives me hope.
Anyway, I’m not sure how successful I will be with my moratorium on googling, but I’ll do what I can. Right now, it’s a beautiful Sunday afternoon , so I think I’ll leave all my internet-connected devices inside and sit on the back deck to read my book while Littleman naps.