My body seems to be betraying me right now. When I look at it, I cry. My boobs still look veiny and pregnant, although they are getting smaller already. My stomach, which just days ago was starting to round out and feel uncomfortable in my clothes, is now flat.
I feel empty. Even though the baby wasn’t big enough for me to feel its movements yet, I’m still very aware of it being gone. It feels a bit like hunger. But eating doesn’t make it go away.