Getting through that night was horrible. D arrived home with the Littleman. I tried to stay strong so I wouldn’t scare Littleman, but it was too hard. “Mommy sad?” he asked.
I was told that I couldn’t eat in the morning before my surgery so I had to try to force myself to eat something before bed that night. It was awful. Everything tasted like sawdust. Sleep never came and I lay in bed all night wondering how this happened and where we would go from here.
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I am so sorry for your loss. I’ve been there, done that. It sucks.
Thank you. Sorry you had to go through this too. It really does suck.